kellybelly3995

Gender: Female

Location: Lancaster, NY

Relationship Status: Single

Birthday: December 31st 1969

Sexual Orientation: Straight

Member Since: February 4th 2010

My Story:

My story, gee what a joke. Married for 15 years, and my husband left me, and our three children, and moved to Texas. That's where he decided he'd fall in love with another women whom also has three children. My husband worked away from home the past 4 years, travaled mon, through fri. I just was not the women he wanted anymore, to boring for him, no drive, no ambition, just a boring house wife. Wish I would of known that being a good mom, taking care of our beautiful children, and home were not good enough for him. I feel like im a dead walking person, this has been going on for 18 months, and recently devorced last week. He keeps hitting me with a big mac truck, but it dont kill my body it just destroys my mind, my heart and my soul. Last week he took the boys to Texas for three days, and my one son cried that he wanted to know live with his dad and girlfriend, because he likes her son and they are the same age, and dad is more fun, because he takes us everywhere. Without my kids I cant survive. I raised them, I cleaned their, diapers, their vomit, their boo, boos. I need help, I only live for my kids, nothing else, if they were not here, I would not be either. Yes, im pitying myself, and can not heal. Im just a loser housewife, who has no desire to find love again, and sometimes not to get out of bed. Someone out there must know what im feeling, please help me sort out, my anger, jealousy, and depression.